because of friends....
because of a mirror...
that day -monday...really no mood....
i tell myself not to borrow anyone the mirror...
and because i din borrow neez mirror and she angry me about 3 days....
this three days...i felt so fui...and very sad...
and she doesn't want to talk to me....
and the yanx also....she always talk to neez...and like doesn't want to talk to me also...
they all like Anti me....make me got some hate actually....
and that day going the 'shu zhan' they walk together
and not even bother to talk to me...i feel i am 'gen pi chong'
they walk along talk and smile.
then the third day...-wednesday...
all the way to yanx house ..i din even want to talk to her...dun hav this mood
finnaly this day.....
i told all this things to yingz...and i cried....i am also hurt by they all.....
i told yingz..how i feel to them....and i also tell her...
tuesday that time...when i get no.1 in class....i am not happy.....super not happy althought get no.1 in class...this was the target for my second exam....
but i really not happy......
i always hope that they will care about me....
when i am sick they will pray for me.and give some caring.
when i am sad they will also as sad like me...
when i am happy they also will happy also....
i want friends like this......
finaly wed i sms to neez...
i ask her :why u dun wanna talk to me..u angry me dun borrow u mirror isit?
then she say ya la....we are best friend leh.borrow a mirror also cannot...
then finaly we setter down....
and the next day i was late to school...
and yingz tell them about me....
and then yanx say she got abit angry....
then they also like din talk the whole day....
i am so sorry about yingz....because of me u and yanx like this jor....
at class we talk each other...and i feel i talk with yanx very 'mo shen'
and that day i talk with neez also very 'mo shen'
we talk like we just know each other....
my mom always say 真心朋友之间不是有说不完的话题，而是彼此讲话的时候不会感到尴尬
but why i got this kind of feel...
and then yesterday, after school i ask neez:2moro u want me 2 go yanxk house ma?
then she say sui bian na....is my choice....like also not her problem....
i really hurt dao.....then i wondering want to go yanx or yingz house...
aiya i see yingz nobody pei her so i pei her lol...
then when we go ioi today....i also jue de neez dun wanna talk to me....i try to find something to talk to her.but she just en,en like this..,....and she always talk to yanx....and when she want to go to the toilet she will also ask yanx first....and i try to make chance to talk to neez but sometimes she will answer sometimes like very fan gan to me....
actually i got some jealous....but if neez really dun wanna be good with me i also cannot do what de....i just jue de...neez,yanx,yings...always my best best best friends....!!!!!!
i also wish this friendship can be forever.....
and really wanna thankyou to yings...that few days if not her....i think i dunno what i will do
maybe i will 崩溃...really thank you so much....
write all this down help me less some stress
thankyou for everybody that helps me,care about me,give energy to me,forgive me,talk to me....
one more time....really thankyou so much to all of you....
love you.....^^
~swiss~
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